Chapter 25
The family
didn’t gather together again until that evening at supper time. Albert and Paul
took care of the barn chores while the girls finished homework and made supper.
The tension
in the room was quite obvious. It was the elephant in the room that no one
wanted to address. Danielle stabbed at her food and kept stealing glances at
Belle. Belle ate her meal in silence, not making eye-contact with anyone.
Albert set
his fork down. “Well, Mr. and Mrs. O’Neal, I think I ought to ask your blessing
on taking my sisters to Mapletown with me. Since you adopted them, it is only
right that I receive your blessing when I take them.”
“Our
blessing?!” Lillian sputtered, looking at Albert in surprise. Paul grabbed
Lillian’s hand, praying that her temper didn’t explode.
“Yes.” Albert
replied, seemingly unaware of Lillian’s glare. “The girls are my family, not
yours. I think I have the right to take them with me.”
“Family
isn’t just blood!” Danielle’s chair scraped backwards as she flew to her feet.
“Family is someone who loves you no matter how much trouble you get yourself
in. Family is someone who takes care of you and wants you to be happy.”
“The
O’Neals are our family as well now,” Cassandra agreed. “You can’t expect us to
just leave them without a fuss.”
Lillian and
Paul couldn’t help but smile proudly at Danielle and Cassandra’s bold
statements.
“But we
should be together; we’re siblings,” Albert persisted.
“Then you
move here, ‘cause we ain’t budging,” Danielle announced.
“But
Mapletown has a lot to offer us,” Elsie said timidly, glancing at her older
sisters.
“There are
bigger schools, libraries, and there’s even talk of a college being built
there,” Faith added.
“So you
want to leave and go with Albert?” Danielle inquired, surprised at the twins
opinion.
“We’re just
saying that we have to weigh out our options,” Elsie answered wisely.
Danielle
sat back in her chair and frowned. “So who wants to leave with Albert?”
Elsie,
Faith, and Belle tentatively slip up their hands.
“And those
who want to stay?”
Danielle,
Cassandra, and the three little girls lifted their hands.
“We win,”
Danielle announced.
“That isn’t
how it works,” Faith retorted.
“Five of us
want to stay, only three of you want to leave,” Lynn piped up.
“Belle and
Albert are the oldest; they get to decide what we do,” Elsie said.
“I am a
grown woman, I don’t have to listen to Belle or Albert anymore,” Cassandra
replied.
“But we
have to stay together!” Nadia exclaimed with worry.
“You’re
ripping this family apart!” Danielle shouted, pointing her finger at Albert.
“You’re the
one who doesn’t want to live with your family anymore,” Albert tossed back.
“You shot
Davy!” Danielle screamed. She lurched out of her chair so fast that she knocked
into the table, causing her plate and silverware to fall.
Lillian
leaned over in time and steadied the plate while the silverware clattered to
the floor.
“I hate
you, Albert!” Danielle snapped. “I missed you for so long but now that you’re
back, I hate you and I wish you had never come back!”
“Danielle!”
Belle, who had been silent until now, finally spoke up. “How can you say
that?!”
“We were
finally settling into life here again and now you want us to move again! You
already tried to make us leave the O’Neals once. Why are you making us do it
again?”
Belle
looked down at her lap. Finally, she said, “I just want what’s best for us.
That’s all.”
Danielle
didn’t have a reply for her sister so she instead marched out of the room.
Cassandra left the room a moment later, muttering about not being hungry. The twins
rushed out to the barn together as soon as Cassandra left. Albert kept his eyes
glued on his plate while Belle sifted through her potatoes.
Lillian
sighed and began to collect the plates and silverware. No one had eaten much at
all. They would have lots of leftovers for tomorrow.
“Ma?” a
tiny voice whispered.
Lillian
turned and saw Nadia bringing her plate to the sink.
“Yes,
dear?”
“You’ll
always be my Ma…whatever happens?” Nadia’s big blue eyes looked fearfully into
Lillian’s.
“Oh,
sweetheart!” Lillian dropped to her knees and drew the little girl in for a
hug. “Of course I’ll always be your ma! Nothing can change that. Your pa and I
will love you forever and ever.”
Nadia
pulled back so she could look at Lillian again. “Forever and ever is a really
long time, isn’t it?”
Lillian
smiled at Nadia, “Yes, it is.”
“I’ll love
you forever and ever too.” Nadia kissed Lillian’s cheek and ran off to her
bedroom.
A chair
scraped backwards and Lillian saw a flash of calico as Belle dashed out of the
kitchen and outside. Albert stood as well as if he meant to follow her. Paul
shook his head and motioned for Albert to sit down.
“We need to
talk, son.”
Albert
gazed at Paul and slowly sat down. “About what, sir?”
“We aren’t
going to try and force the girls to stay here,” Paul stated. “We love them and
honestly, we want them to stay, but they’re your sisters and we understand you
wanting to keep them together. But listen, you still shot an innocent man and
you can’t claim self-defense as Caleb can. I won’t turn you in to the sheriff
because I don’t want to upset your sisters. However, I expect you to make some
sort of restitution to the Carter family. I think you owe them a money sum.”
Albert
nodded. “I appreciate that, Mr. O’Neal, and I agree that I do owe the Carters.”
“I think
you should write out a check and give it to me or Belle so we can get it to
Caleb and his parents. And I hope that you’ll take care of it sooner than
later.”
“I’ll take
care of it tomorrow.”
“Good. You
can bunk in the sod house tonight. I’ll take you out there now.” Paul grabbed
his hat and he and Albert disappeared into the night.
~~~
The morning
dawned and the girls woke to a dreary, foggy day. Belle hardly slept at all the
night before and was downstairs just as the sun was rising. Paul was the only
other one awake, sitting at the kitchen table with a coffee cup in hand.
“Mornin’,”
he said, his voice a mere rumble.
Belle
nodded and poured herself a cup of coffee. “Is Albert in the sod house?”
“Yeah, I
was going to go check on him and see if he’d help with morning chores.”
“May I go
speak to him first?”
Paul
glanced at Belle over his coffee cup. “Sure. Send him to the barn when you’re
done.”
Belle
poured another cup of coffee to take to her brother and headed outside. The air
was crisp and made the hair on her arms stand on end. She hurried past the
paddock and the barn and down the little path to the old sod house where Paul
had lived before the cabin was built.
She rapped
her knuckles against the wooden door and waited for a response.
The door
swung open and Albert stood in the doorway, fully dressed and with his hat on.
“I’ve been waiting.”
Belle
pushed a coffee cup into his hands. “I think I slept only an hour last night if
I slept at all.”
“Me too,”
Albert took a long sip of the coffee and gave a satisfied sigh as the coffee
warmed his body. “That hits the spot.”
Belle sat
down on the edge of the bed. “Enough small talk, let’s face this.”
Albert
side-stepped towards the door. “I don’t think we should talk about it yet…”
“Albert!
This is a huge decision we need to make!”
“Exactly
why I want to make sure we are both ready to discuss this and not argue about
this.” Albert drained his coffee and set the cup down on the nightstand. “I
should go see what I can do to help Mr. O’Neal.”
“Albert,”
Belle moaned. “We need to make a decision.”
“Later.”
Belle
watched her brother flee from the scene. Something was different about Albert;
he had changed a lot since she had last seen him. Belle took the coffee cups
back inside and prepared breakfast for the family. Although the twins came to
help shortly after, none of the sisters were in the mood for talking so they
worked in silence.
As Lillian
dressed and braided her hair, she noted that she could hear girls working in
the kitchen but they were working in silence. Normally, Lillian woke to hearing
gales of laughter pealing through the house. Sometimes she woke to bickering,
but that would’ve been music to Lillian’s ears this morning compared to the
dead silence she heard.
Wanting to
smooth things over for the girls, Lillian decided to act like everything was
fine. She entered the kitchen like she did every morning, calling out a
cheerful good morning.
“Morning,
Belle! Good morning, Elsie, dear. How are you, Faith?” Lillian whisked around
the kitchen, quickly hugging each girl and smiling at them.
“Morning,”
came the half-hearted replies.
Oh dear. This is going to be harder than I
thought, Lillian sighed. “Let’s do something fun this afternoon! We could
go for a picnic!”
“It’s not
good picnic weather,” Elsie protested.
“Let’s do
something else then.”
“Like…?”
Faith inquired.
“We could
try out a new recipe,” Lillian suggested.
Elsie
shrugged her shoulders. “Maybe.”
“Alright!”
Lillian smiled. “I’ll look through my recipes while you finish breakfast.” She
took her recipe box and retreated to the table. It’s going to be a long day.
~~~
Breakfast
had barely been finished when Lynn announced that someone was riding up the
road. Not expecting company so early in the day, Paul stepped outside to
investigate. He returned a moment later and hung his hat back on the rack.
“It’s
Caleb.”
Belle
pulled over her apron and tossed in the kitchen. She raced outside and found
Caleb tying his horse outside the barn.
“Caleb…”
“Belle,”
Caleb pulled Belle into a tight embrace.
“Are your
parents okay?” Belle whispered.
“They’re
taking it hard…that’s why I came out here, to give them some time alone to
grieve.”
“I’m
sorry.”
“You don’t
have to apologize, Belle.”
“Yes I do!
I’m so sorry about everything! This has just been a terrible week. Albert
didn’t mean to shoot Davy. Albert really is a good person, I swear. He’s made
some bad choices…I know that but…” Belle rambled on, “He did those things
because he was trying to do what was best for all of us. That’s why he wants us
to go to Mapletown. He just wants the best for his family. He made a promise to
Mama just as I did and he isn’t perfect but he tries.”
Caleb
stared at Belle. “Mapletown?”
Belle
realized that she had told Caleb about Mapletown. She didn’t want to mention
Mapletown but she had started rambling and it slipped out. “Oh…Albert is living
in Mapletown.”
“And he
wants you to move there with him?”
“Caleb, why
don’t you come in for coffee?”
Caleb
squared his shoulders. “Don’t change the subject. You want to move to Mapletown
with him, don’t you?”
Belle
shrunk back at Caleb’s intimidating stance. “I never said that. Albert just
mentioned it; don’t worry about it.”
“No, I do
worry about it! You’re choosing your murdering brother over me!”
“Caleb!”
Belle exclaimed. “How dare you call my brother a murderer!”
“How dare
you brother shoot my innocent brother! My brother is dead, Belle! Dead! Shot
for no reason by your brother!”
Belle
couldn’t respond to that. “I’d never choose Albert over you.”
“Yes, you
would. You would in a heartbeat. You’re so absorbed with your family that I’m
always last. You treat your sisters like they’re your children and you obey
Albert’s every command as if he were your husband. You need to let go of that
part of your life, Belle! If we are to be wed, then you need to give me your
all.”
“You don’t
think I’m giving you my all?” Belle choked out. “How can you say those things
about me?”
“Because I’ve given you my all! I sacrificed work at my own farm to help you and your sisters. I ride for hours to come over here and take you out to dinner or to spend time with you.” Caleb ripped off his hat and balled in between his fists. “I’ve been working and saving money to buy us a place, to get us crops, to provide a start for us. And what have you done? Defended your murderer of a brother and you practically decided to move to Mapletown with him.”
“Because I’ve given you my all! I sacrificed work at my own farm to help you and your sisters. I ride for hours to come over here and take you out to dinner or to spend time with you.” Caleb ripped off his hat and balled in between his fists. “I’ve been working and saving money to buy us a place, to get us crops, to provide a start for us. And what have you done? Defended your murderer of a brother and you practically decided to move to Mapletown with him.”
“I have not
decided yet!” Belle shouted. “I’ve just entertained the idea because Mapletown
does have a lot of opportunities.”
“You told
me you wanted to live on a farm.”
“Well…I don’t
know!”
“You don’t
know? What do you know? Do you even love me?”
“Caleb!”
Belle reached towards him but he stepped away.
“I can’t do
this, Belle.”
Belle
gasped and searched his eyes. “What…wait…what are you saying?”
“I think
you know what I’m saying…” Caleb turned to his horse and grabbed the saddle
horn.
“Caleb…no…don’t!”
“Belle, we
can’t do it. We weren’t meant to be. May I please have my ring back?”
Belle looked
down at her finger were the gold ring rested. She slowly pulled it off and held
it in her hand for a long moment.
“Belle…”
Caleb’s voice sounded strangely hoarse.
With a sob,
Belle flung the ring into the dirt and ran into the barn.
No! No! No! Caleb and Belle! =/ I sympathize with Belle, but I think Caleb is right... *sighs*
ReplyDelete*is eagerly awaiting the next chapters* =)