Chapter 1
Lofty Paul O’Neal quietly entered
the dark house. The sounds of sleeping children filled the rooms. He and his
wife, Lillian, had just adopted nine girls, in addition to their first adoption
of one girl, and had a baby boy two months earlier. Paul had
recently added another room to the cabin to house all the girls.
The seven youngest girls—Elsie, Faith, Hannah, Jinger, Lynn,
Megan, and Nadia—slept in the new room with Cassandra—the second
eldest. The oldest—Belle—and third oldest—Danielle slept in the loft
upstairs.
The ten girls who were adopted by
the O’Neals were all previous sisters. Their father and mother had died and
left the girls and their four brothers to fend for themselves. Their four
brothers ended up leaving the girls. The oldest brother knew that they had to
go out and find work or they would all die up in the Black Hills. The girls
stayed together and faithfully worked hard to try and make a living. One day they
ventured to the city with their friends. The local sheriff imprisoned them
because they were orphans. He said the girls would have to find
new home. The girls were split into three different
families. The O’Neal family, who had previously adopted Danielle, ended
up adopting all ten of the girls.
Paul smiled as Lillian crept into
the parlor to greet him. Paul rubbed his small, black beard and held
open his arms.
“The baby’s
asleep,” she said in her soft, musical voice. She allowed herself to fall into
Paul’s huge, welcoming arms.
“Little Oakley,” Paul said thinking
of his son. Paul sat down on his chair and Lillian on the couch. Paul rubbed
his black beard thoughtfully. His face turned down as he reached into his
pocket and produced some bills.
“What’s
that?” Lillian asked.
“All the
money I have left to my name,” he replied grimly. He fanned out two
bills.
Meanwhile,
sixteen-year-old Danielle peeked her chocolate head over the banister and peer
at the bills. I wonder what they’re talking about, she
wondered.
Lillian
gasped as she saw the bills. “Twenty-five dollars? That’s all?”
“I’m
afraid so. With the supplies for the extra room we built and the extra
mouths to feed, I wasn’t prepared.”
“What are
we going to do?” Lillian left the couch and knelt by Paul’s chair. She bit her
lower lip nervously.
“I’m not
sure…”
“Can you
take on more work?”
“No.”
“Can we
sell anything?”
“We can
sell the goats,” Paul said mentally counting over the ten current goat
residents. ”I know a man who will buy them.”
“Why don’t I go find a teaching
job,” Lillian suggested. “I have the experience.”
“You can’t!
You have to take care of the house…we have Oakley to consider,” Paul replied.
“Then we’re
going to have to trust the Lord to lead us through this.” Lillian stood and
kissed Paul then turned around, “Now that we’re done talking, Danielle, please
come down here.” Lillian’s eyes looked up at the loft and spied Danielle
peering down at her.
Danielle
sucked in a sharp breath as she realized she was caught. She hung her head in
embarrassment.
“Come on
down here,” Lillian called.
Danielle
quietly came down the steps and sat down beside Lillian on the couch.
“Why aren’t
you asleep yet?” Lillian asked.
“I couldn’t
fall asleep,” Danielle shrugged. “I didn’t mean to eavesdrop…I just…I…”
Danielle stopped lamely and blushed. “I’m sorry.”
Paul
chuckled, “Just do better next time, huh?”
Danielle nodded
her promise.
“How much
did you hear?”
“Um…all of
it.”
Paul sighed
and shook his head. “I hope you won’t mention this to anyone else.”
“I won’t…but
I do have an idea that might help us,” Danielle cautiously looked at the O’Neals.
“Let’s hear
it then,” Paul prompted.
Danielle
took a deep breath, “I was thinking Belle, Cassandra, the twins, and I could go
out and help you in the woods. We could help drag the trees back and we can
chop too and—”
“No.” Paul
said firmly. “I can do it. I don’t need help. Thank-you, but no.”
“What if I
go into Fairburn tomorrow and look for a teaching job?” Lillian suggested.
Fairburn
was the closest town to the O’Neals’ cabin. It took about an hour to get there
with a horse and buggy.
“You know
that you won’t be able to get a job,” Paul replied. “They already have a
teacher at the school. Besides, they don’t hired married women to teach.”
“I can at
least try,” Lillian said. “We have to do something.”
“You don’t
need to worry about that anymore,” a voice said.
All three
turned to see eighteen year-old Belle walking down from the loft. Her long
golden hair hung down her back and her blue eyes sparkled in the dim light. “I’m
taking the girls back to the cabin.”
“What?”
Danielle cried out loudly. Lillian clapped her hand over Danielle’s open mouth
and hushed her before she woke the others.
“Danielle,”
Belle said, “we’ve cost the O’Neals enough already. I want to go back to our
old life.”
“I don’t,”
Danielle muttered stubbornly. “We have a better life here.” Danielle folded her
arms angrily.
“No we don’t.
If we stay, the O’Neals will starve!”
“Belle, we
won’t starve,” Paul spoke up. “It will be tight but—”
“It’s too
late, I want to take my sisters home—with your permission, of course.”
Paul
glanced at Lillian, whose troubled eyes brought no relief. “I can’t say no,”
Paul replied with a hint of reluctance.
“But you
can’t!” Danielle said standing up and glaring at Belle. “We have nothing back
home!” A rage of anger rushed through Danielle’s body.
“We have
enough,” Belle said through clenched teeth. “Go upstairs and go back to bed.”
Danielle
didn’t move an inch. She stared defiantly back at Belle. “Make me.”
“Danielle,”
Belle said again. Her voice wavered nervously.
“You aren’t
in charge of me anymore.” Danielle turned to the O’Neals. “They adopted me. I’m
not going back with you!”
“Danielle,”
Lillian said laying a hand on Danielle’s arm. “Why don’t you both go back to
bed and we can discuss this in the morning?”
“I’ve made
up my mind and I won’t change it.” Belle looked down at her feet. “I’m sorry
for all the trouble we caused you.”
“You were
no trouble at all,” Paul said quietly.
Belle
ignored Paul’s comment. “I’ll be taking the girls back tomorrow morning; that
way it will be easier on all of us.”
Danielle
stared at Belle, “So soon?! But…but!”
“Danielle,”
Belle cut Danielle off. “Stop it.”
Danielle
balled her fists. She opened her mouth to say something rude and nasty, but
nothing came out. Danielle spun around and rushed back into the loft. She threw
herself on the bed and ducked under the blankets. Belle has no right to take us back to the farm! Danielle thought to
herself. Our life was awful back there.
It was no fun and we were always just barely getting by. The O’Neals like
us…they want to be our friends…they want to help us. Why can’t we let them
help? Danielle heard Belle enter the room and lay down on the bed next to
her. Danielle stiffened and rolled as far away as she could.
“Goodnight,
Danielle,” Belle said.
Danielle
squeezed her eyes shut and pretended not to hear Belle. Belle let Danielle
alone and soon both girls were asleep.
~~~
At eight o’clock
the next morning, Danielle sat upstairs in her bed and sadly stared at her
pillow. She was thinking of something she could do to stop Belle. She didn’t
want to go back. She wanted to stay with the O’Neals.
“Belle’s
waiting for you,” a soft voice said. Lillian entered the loft and looked at
Danielle.
Danielle
glanced up for a moment then back at the pillow. “I don’t want to go. You and
Paul adopted me…keep me with you,” Danielle begged Lillian.
“We can’t
do that. You’d miss your sisters,” Lillian attempted a smile. She walked over
to the bed and looked down at Danielle.
“I know…”
Danielle felt tears blur her vision. She sniffed but the tears kept coming. “I
just wish we all would stay.”
“Danielle…please
don’t make this any harder on me,” Lillian said in a shaky voice.
Danielle
glanced at Lillian and she could see the sadness etched on Lillian's face, “You and Paul want us to stay! Make us stay with you, please!
You legally adopted all of us but Belle. Keep us with you and if Belle really
wants to live at the old farm, she can live by herself. We don’t have a good
life back home…we have a good life here! I was just beginning to think of this
as…as home.”
“Danielle…please…just
go.” Lillian rushed down the steps to her bedroom.
Danielle
dried her eyes, grabbed her bag, and went to meet her sisters. Belle and
Cassandra were climbing onto the front seat, Lynn, Megan, and Nadia were
huddling together in the back of the wagon under the seat, and Hannah and
Jinger were sitting beside Elsie and Faith in the middle. Danielle climbed onto
the back of the wagon and allowed her feet to hang down above the ground. Paul
let go of the horses and waved goodbye.
“I’ll return
the horses within two days,” Belle said fastening her bonnet.
“So long,
girls,” Paul lifted his hand. The horses trotted forward; towards the Hansen
cabin.
~~~
No one
talked the whole trip. Everyone was miring in their own thoughts; especially
Danielle. Danielle was so angry she wouldn’t even look at her sisters.
Shortly
after noon, the girls stopped to eat lunch. Danielle remained seated in the
back of the wagon while the rest of her sisters sat on the side of the road,
eating their picnic lunch.
Danielle
suddenly hear Faith speak up, “Isn’t that Ruth and Esther?”
Danielle
looked out and saw two stocky Clydesdale horses grazing in a meadow further up
the road. Danielle instantly recognized the creatures as the Hansen’s old wagon
horses.
Belle
walked over to the wagon, “Danielle, will you and the twins go fetch the
horses?”
Danielle
stood and grabbed the loop of rope. She walked towards the animals with Faith
and Elsie following. The horses seemed startled at first and it took a while
until Faith, Elsie, and Danielle calmed them down. Danielle finally tied a
piece of rope around each neck and with the twins help, she led them back to
the wagon.
“Here,”
she said tying the end of the rope to the wagon.
“Thank-you,”
Belle said returning to the other girls to finish their lunch. “Aren’t you
going to eat anything?” she inquired when Danielle didn’t follow her.
“I’m not
hungry.”
Belle
walked back to Danielle, “What is wrong? You’ve been cross all day!”
“You know
why!” Danielle snapped glaring at her older sister. How could Belle not know
why she was sad?
Belle sat
down beside Danielle. “I’m just doing what’s best for us.”
“What’s
best for us? Or for yourself?” Danielle challenged. She turned her head and
locked her eyes on Belle’s.
Belle
seemed flustered at Danielle’s challenge. “For all of us! We’re a family…we
need to stay together.”
“The O’Neals
want to be our family now, why can we stay with them?”
“I don’t
want to impose on them.”
“They
adopted us, they want us to impose,” Danielle sighed angrily. “The girls need a
real family…someone for them to rely on…” Danielle paused and looked away from
Belle. “We all need that.”
Belle
nodded slowly in response. “I suppose they do…I just…” Belle sighed and stared
thoughtfully of into the distance. I don’t want to go back! she
thought. I want to start over again. We don’t need the O’Neals!
They are making my sisters forget about Mama and Papa. Belle looked
over at her sister and sighed. If I take them back home…they’ll
hate me. And it is true…we do have nothing at home…but Mama wanted me to
raise them…not Mr. and Mrs. O’Neal. But the O'Neals have more to offer…. Belle
stopped and turned back to Danielle. “Danielle, maybe we should go back.”
“Really?”
Danielle looked up in surprise.
“I think I
made a hasty decision…you girls deserve a real home. I wish I could’ve given
you one but I can’t.”
Danielle
jumped up from the ground and threw her arms around Belle. Danielle lifted her
slim sister right off the ground and spun her around. “Belle, I’m sorry for
sulking, but I’m so glad we’re going back. I know this is the right choice.”
Belle
laughed a light, nervous laugh as Danielle set her back down. “As
long as we’re together; we’ll be fine.” Belle hoped that statement
would prove to be true.
The two
headed over to the others and spread the news. Danielle wasn’t the only excited
one. Everyone happily cheered and piled back into the wagon. Danielle climbed
up to the front with Belle and slapped the reins across the two O’Neal buskin
horses, Strawberry and Midnight, and the horses started back
home.
~~~
Paul smiled at his sleeping son and
crawled into bed. ”Lillian? Are you done brushing your hair yet?”
Lillian looked up from the chair
she was sitting in. “I’m almost done,” Lillian said. She tied her hair into a
thick braid that trailed down her back and stood up. “I’m going to go say
goodnight to the—” Lillian stopped in mid-sentence and sighed. She was
still thinking the girls were in the house.
Paul smiled
weakly. “I’m sorry, my love. I miss them too.”
Lillian
walked to the cradle where Oakley slept peacefully. ”You’re all I have
left,” she said as she kissed his light strawberry
blonde hair. A sudden jangling noise brought Lillian to the window.
“Lillian, come to
bed,” Paul called from the bed.
Lillian
peeked out the window and saw a wagon in front of the barn. “What…?” Lillian
grabbed her robe and walked to the front room and opened the door. Ten girls
piled into the house.
“We’re
back!” Nadia’s voice screeched loudly.
“Nadia?
Megan? Lynn? Jinger? Hannah? Faith? Elsie? Danielle? Cassandra? Belle?”
Lillian sputtered out each name with question and joy. “You’re back!”
“I felt
that the girls needed a better home than what I could give them,” Belle
said softly.
Danielle smiled
at Lillian and Paul. “I’m so glad we’re back!”
“I’m glad
you’re back too,” Lillian said touching Danielle’s shoulder. She turned to face
all the girls. “I’m so glad you’re all back!”
Paul
ushered the rest of the girls inside. “Come on in and get settled back into
your rooms. I’m sure you’re all exhausted.”
Lamps were lit as the girls moved
back into their rooms. Danielle and Belle crawled into their bed at
nine-thirty; exhausted. Lillian’s and Paul’s voice floated up to the loft.
“Goodnight
girls.”
“Sleep
well.”
~~~
Belle, Cassandra, the twins, and
Danielle woke up at six and quickly dressed. Belle and Cassandra helped Lillian
in the kitchen while Danielle and the twins helped Paul in the barn. Hannah
and Jinger set the table while the youngest girls made all the
beds.
“Someone
go check the eggs!”
“Don’t
drop that plate!”
“Tell
Faith we need the milk!”
“Lillian!
The baby’s crying!”
Cassandra
rushed to the eggs, Hannah steadied the plate, Belle ran to find Faith, and
Lillian hurried to Oakley.
Belle
opened the front door and leaned her head outside. ”Faith! We need the
milk,” Belle called.
Faith came
out of the barn with a bucket of milk. “Here you go,” Faith said passing off
the bucket. ”We’ll be right in!”
“Already?” Belle asked, “Breakfast
won’t be done for another ten minutes.”
“We don’t have to feed the goats
anymore,” Faith reminded. The outdoor tasks had certainly dwindled since Paul
had sold off all his goats.
“Oh I didn’t
know he sold them,” Belle said taking the bucket inside.
Lillian
was holding a crying Oakley when she returned and Cassandra was screaming at
Hannah. Lillian traded Belle the baby for the milk
bucket and hurried into the kitchen.
“You said
you could watch the eggs!”
“I was but
Jinger needed me!”
“You
almost cost us breakfast!”
“I’m
sorry!”
“Sorry
doesn’t help!”
“Enough!”
Lillian shouted stepping between Cassandra and Hannah. “What happened?” she
asked looking at Cassandra.
“Hannah
said she would keep an eye on the eggs while I fixed the bacon. She forgot
about them and they almost burned!”
“Hannah?”
“I was
watching them but Jinger needed me so I left—only for a little. I came right
back and Cassandra began yelling.”
“Well,”
Lillian said looking at each girl, “Hannah, next time tell Cassandra you
need to leave. Cassandra, the eggs didn’t burn, so everything’s alright.”
Both girls
nodded sullenly and returned to their work.
Danielle poked her head in the
door. ”Aren’t you glad we’re back?” She grinned at Lillian.
Lillian shook her head as she took
Oakley back from Belle. “I am glad you’re home…honestly.”
Belle walked into the kitchen and
helped finish breakfast. Home. Home isn’t
here…it shouldn’t be here. It should be back at our farm; not here with the O’Neals.
Belle frowned and poured the milk into a pitcher. Yes the O’Neals have more to offer but they aren’t our family. They’re
interfering!
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